Monday, May 21, 2012

20/5

Although now is 21st of May but still put the title as 20 May
Don know from which culture or which slang, had read the 520 translate in mandarin means i love you and most of the people had posted on 1314 means forever
Lol, i will say 520 but i wont say 1314 just because i dun wish to give a promise that maybe could not be done, who can predict what is going to happen on tomorrow? who can predict how a person could change as the time passed?
But since it is still a special date, i have a photo for it.
I had spent whole day at home just to catch a feebas which is a pokemon, a very ugly fish pokemon but although it is ugly, i will become a very beautiful dragon pokemon after it evolved. But i spent a whole afternoon and evening to encounter with it, i tried until tired and had a nap, woke up finished my homework i still could not get 1. How sad i was, at the end i gave up, i gave up on the way i used, i tried to follow step by step with a try and try, once i believed i will success if i keep trying patiently. Finally, i really got it. Spencer was beside me and watch just now, he said even i am not the player and i just watching only i also felt bored, i have no idea how you can try like this for a whole evening. You may success if you doing the same way to your 8 years. Sien lor, been taunted by him should not tell him about the 8 years and the story of 2 eyes and 1 heart last night ><
He is going to NS soon, could be the last month of saw him and chit chat with him until midnight, well, everything goes to the end when it reached the time wish him good luck at his future
Today is going to be my 1st day of the 8 years, so will be ended at 20 May 2020, what a person cannot stop doing was improve himself/ herself
As nobody is perfect in this world, just because this is the chance for us to improve our ownself, why people always fight for their life? to improve their life.
Today was the 1st day of the 8 years, next thursday night will be the 1st day of the 48 hours, lol
Am i going to make lot of  changes this time
I precious my friends, especially my friend that i really knew them when i was in form 5and when i was in semester 1.2
I am always alone since i was in kindergarden, always been bullied by the others for 3 years, after that i went into the primary school, i thought i had real friends there but the fact told that i was wrong. At least i still know Fei Ying da jie during my primary 6, she really did help me a lot. When was in sec school, i knew more people but all like untrustable also have to wait until the last year then i knew Xinlin, John, Sotong at least more trustable guy la, actually Xinlin is not that reliable but at least she will listen what i am going to tell her maybe is because she like to know gossip things, lol
My 1.1 in poly was alone, lecture alone, lunch alone, tutorial alone...just because i don like my classmates, who knows the things happen during primary and secondary school it won't happen again? 1.2 sem start, i know them all and is until now, 2 years. Hope can become 20 years or even more but seems like have to place a full stop on the 2 years, will be interrupted by June, not i am not emo just because if still like this, not match for me to call them as friend.
噢买天, forgot having lesson tomorrow >< i dislike monday :/

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