6/8

8th of June^^ suppose be the date le rite?
but looks like got a bit delay now, and the question is why? ahahaha, i learnt this from a comedy show, the host keep repeat this sentence after he had told the audiences a situation
i did chosen today is bcoz spencer is going to NS today, so really thr is no way to find me if i really wans to isolate myself, i am totally lost now, who can teach me how to do? now i becomes duno how to face ppl and duno what kind of person i am now
i have lot of frens here and at klg too but looks like i am a joker among them, ahahaha
who can teach me? i really duno how to talk with ppl now :(
yc said, y u nids to isolate urself? u still hv frens, u can talk with them can chat with them just u dun wan only
yups, i can said totally is my problem and thr is only me can save myself but i juz can't make it
juz hope this time i can success and is within the shortest time :)

today is my last day of the term test!!! woohooo^^ with the end of the term test is the beginning of  the term break!!!
actually this is the last term test paper in my poly life, and have to be truth, i miss it
1 hour test and i did spent 35 minutes to finish the whole papers still i stay inside the room until the last second and luckily i nvr leave earlier coz i my classmate let me have the feelings that i did wrong somewhr and i checked through the questions again, oMG!!! thr is somethings i drawn was totally reverse with the actual answer and the examiner sounds comes to my ear 2minutes left ==
i only can said, shit >< but heng, i redraw the picture in 30 seconds, ahahaha how smart i am :p

am going back to msia on 2mrw morning 5++am ><, i really muz be crazy
but no choice la, everyone is going back so will have a long long ppl jam and i really dun like to jam
wasting time only
can be said muz enjoy this time, this term break will be very meaningful to me
1st, i wans to enjoy the time with my frens, could be last time ady, aft this, ppl who graduated will go to work, i will go overseas for study, so is very hard to meet each other again :(
2nd, is the time to prepare myself and collect the relevant info for the uni, i dun wish to waste another more half year juz for waiting the school opening
3rd, is the time to clear my minds, although i was 21 now, but i still think and act like a secondary sch students...is the time to 反省反省

well, when the time i can consult ppl, i also should be the one who can understand those points? but i didnt i also been trapped with this kind of problem
am i really understand what is love? am i qualify to love the ppl i loved? am i able to do this? all the answer i know, i am no
so, why i still wans to dig a hole for myself? ahahaha, duno, love will make ppl blind, love will make ppl becomes stupid :P
for my 8 years, yups, obviously i shouldn't be like this, but i also duno y? i still can't let go
i nids some times hence this will be the 4th things for me to be done within the term break and this time i got the confident that i will success, coz when i saw from the movie "i learnt how to control it."
quite proud to myself when i said i have confident coz this is rare to happen, ahahaha