I laugh to hide the sadness
but i never shout to let the pain out
and i really miss you...
When i was sad last time, i always shown it on my face, my emo face but after that, i try to hide it, i dun wish to let ppl know, i smile act more crazier...
now is the time to stop these all, am going to face my last 2 exam papers on the coming monday and tuesday soon, after the exam everything will go to the end
This is the 1st time i went back to msia on my study week is the last time too seriously, today is the 5th day, i havent start to do my revision yet, had wasted a lot of times have to catch up the schedule on 2mrw ==
There is a lot of paths for you to walk till the end of your life
this time same as usual i am not happy when everytime i go back to msia but at least this time, i understand what i want and which path i am gonna to choose.
Ady 20 years and 8 months i had live in this world but, i never did anything for myself once
Since last saturday, i made my mind and i wont regret on this decision, when u treated someone with your heart, with your soul, anything as 1st priority but what u get back was your dignity been stepped and looks like a joker...
Maybe there are some misunderstanding or purely joking but i dun like it and that's it, enough, enough for me
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